You know what? This is why I dont let myself do this, this is why I dont even flirt with these ideas. *sigh* But nnooo.... *growl* a safe bet I thought, because woman usually throw themselves at me, she's different I thought, my mot dare with the idea...
But no. I havnt heard from her in forever. I dont think she's even interested in me anymore (glimmers fade from new toys, after all)
Fuck this. I knew there was a reson I dont do this. I knew it. But I'm stupid... I really am. I'm not doing this anymore. I've shut myself off before and I can and will do it again. She can keep ignoring me if she wants to, I'll just stop carring.
Woman suck. They can all go to hell (except you Jesa). Someone please send me a sweet little boy.... because boys I undertsand.
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gabriel_peace) wrote,
crappy
